About Me

Johannesburg, Gauteng, South Africa
I am a pretty crazy individual with alot of controversial opinions which are, however, very well thought out. I am a bi-polar and borderline sufferer (although I prefer the term "enjoyer") and very often play host to numerous voices. I love my life and I love being, but most of all I love being me!

Friday, November 19, 2010

If I were with you - Written and composed by Ntsaki C Cabana

I had my eye out for something new.
My eye went spontaneously straight to you.
The bad boy with the hood rolling gangsta crew
Who talks mean to errbody but his boo
Club hoppin with my girls when I saw
You pimped out, lookin gangsta but not to raw
Stops out, approached me with you best
The only answer I could conjure was yes

I wanted to get with you babe
You tried to get with every skirt in your way
I tried to work round your habit til the day
I realised you're not my taste

And if I were with you
I'd be sad
We'd be drivin each other mad
But no I'm not with you
I'm so glad,
Being without you is not so bad
Yeah if I were with you
HA!
I wouldn't have what I have
I'm so happy now.
Now that i'm not with you
So thanks to you
I'm so in love with my baby boo.

You wanted to touch
You wanted to feel
It wasn't too much
I wanted you too
Ohhhh
But
It wasn't just me
As if you were free
That wasn't my steez
I had to let
GOOOO!!

And if I were with you
I'd be sad
We'd be drivin each other mad
But no I'm not with you
I'm so glad,
Being without you is not so bad
Yeah if I were with you
HA!
I wouldn't have what I have
I'm so happy now.
Now that i'm not with you
So thanks to you
I'm so in love with my baby boo.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

The Real Bi-Blarbie. Written by NtsakiC Cabana

So I'm strutting my stuff
In my 5 inch heels
Got some doobie on the stove
And I'm lovin how I feel

Eff what you heard
I'm the real Bi-blarbie
And you know I'm absurd
Can't stay away from me
Wanna wanna get this bird
Coz i'm the real Bi-Blarbie
And my *Hmmm* is absurd
But you don't have to take it from me

I can lickie lickie lickie till it POP
And you never never gonna wanna STOP
We can go and go and go until you DROP
I let you beat it beat it beat it like a COP

Oh yeah!

Coz I'm plastic
Plastic, fantastic
Flex like elastic
Gottem honies getting spastic
Fantastic!

YEAH!

So I'm strutting my stuff
In my 5 inch heels
You got my shit on repeat
And you love how I feel

I'm a bitch,
I know.
And you're a snitch
Cos you can say so
But I don't stop it stop it
Tell 'ey Drop
I keep them hater heads
Spinning like a top
Coz I can be for you
Your distorted fantasy
The one that you wish
You could be
FULL TIME!
HAAAA!
An ya'll gon fill it fill it
Dat I'm de illes illes
Da way I kill it
Make your little heads go
Tick Tick Tick
BOOM!

So I'm strutting my stuff
In my 5 inch heels
You got my shit on repeat
And you love how I feel

I'm not gon' take your lady from you
But she wanna follow me
I let you tag team with me on her
I'ts the highest I'ma bid

K, thanks, bye!

Eff what you heard
I'm the real Bi-blarbie
And you know I'm absurd
Can't stay away from me
Wanna wanna get this bird
Coz i'm the real Bi-Blarbie
And my *Hmmm* is absurd
But you don't have to take it from me

Cos we can lickie lickie until it POP
And we nuh  never fi gwaan fi wanna STOP
Nah we go gwaan and gwaan and gwaan and gwaan and gwaan
Mi fi let ya Dooguh-dooguh like a COP

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I Don't Wanna Be Without You (Written and composed by Ntsaki C Cabana)

In your eyes I see
Nothing new
Nothing new.
And in my heart I feel
This can't be true
I can't dream us back together
And I can't live without your love
And I can't breathe
And I can't sleep
No I can't be

I don't wanna be without you
Coz to my heart you're
A beautiful rose
But I hurt when I'm with you
Because your rose
Has the sharpest thorns
And I don't know which way to choose
Coz either way
It seems I'm destined to lose
So baby tell me what to do
Because I can't stand this pain anymore
(No I can't stand this pain anymore)

Baby we've been pretending
All this time
That we're just fine
We can fool our minds
But not our hearts
Your the one I hate
When we're together
The one I'd die
If I lived without
And I don't know
How this should go
Boy, all I know

CHORUS

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Miss you much Written and composed by Ntsaki C Cabana

In every thought
I see you.
I feel you in my dreams
I had it all,
But I betrayed you
Now you are all I need

Wish I'd never
Given up on us
Tell me
When did we throw in the towel
Wish I'd never
Broke your little heart
Coz what goes round
It sure does come around

Boy I miss your smile
I miss your face
I miss your hugs
Your warm embrace
And I miss your love
I miss your touch
I miss your spunk
And I miss you much

I miss you much x8

You held my heart
You still do
You owned it from the start
I hope you still
Think miss love fantasise
About me
Manipulative as it seems

PRE CHORUS

CHORUS

When I think
I start to cry
And when I breathe
It hurts
Boy I can't help
But try
Though I still get
No comfort
And I need you
To know
That I can't let you go
Becasue I miss you
Because I miss you
Oh!

CHORUS til fade.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Sex History - Written and composed by NtsakiC Cabana

VERSE 1:
Boy I see you staring.
You should just take a pic -
It'd last you a little more.
And I know I got  you excited.
Just the tent in your jeans
Was a small little giveaway.
Yeah I know that you want this
Not a sane man in sight
Would ever give me a miss
So put it on me all night
When it's just me and you
It's explosions like dynamite
PRE-CHORUS:
We'll be turnign upside down
From yellow to green
Just like a twister baby
We'll be going round and round
From the bed to the floor
To the feezer then the stove
When its cold we'll be hot and makin

CHORUS
We'll be making Sex (sex) history
In the back of the car
In the back of the club
On the floor
Underneath the bed
We'll be making sex (sex) history
Boy I swaer I'ma please
If you give it a squeaze

VERSE 2:
And now we're going through the motions
Hmmmm.
All this (#Moan) in the air
Got me high and I can't come down
And there's no way to get around this.
Gotta climb climb climb
From here til we reach the Sun
We got all day, Ain't nothin gonna stop this
Boy I know where I stand
But you gonn' make me your number one
Coz I don't stop, I'll keep going
You can't tap out yet
Boy the fun has only begun

PRE CHORUS

CHORUS

Ain't no time for slowing down
Gimme gimme more
Baby don't stop
Got not time for makin love
Boy you make my heart stop
And my blood seems to boil
At your touch
While we're makin

CHORUS (til fade)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Your heart belongs to me Written and composed by NtsakiC Cabana

She ain't nowhere near
Looking half
As phly as me
She ain't what you wanted
All that I'm
Supposed to be
Baby you can front
Like you haven't
Lost this queen
But, but
You know that
We're supposed to be

Now baby what you want's
The total package
All in me
Is what you got
you must feel cheated
Coz she's cheap
And baby what you need
....
Is all in me

CHORUS:
Baby you can go
But you'll always know
That I am still the centre of your world
You can try hard to
Find another girl
But you know that your heart belongs to me
Baby you can go
But I'll let you know
I'll always be the centre of your world
You can go 'head and fing another girl
But she know that your heart belongs to me

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Understand Written and composed by Ntsaki C Cabana

VERSE 1"
At first we were cool.
I guess you really had me fooled
I lived by your rules
Even when people said you were cruel
Now that I see who you are
I know the truth was really far

CHORUS:
How can you say
You love me
When you cannot
Trust me
I believe the two
Go hand-in-hand
How can you say
You love me
When you cannot
Trust me
I thought that you
Would really understand
That to love me
You've got to trust me first.

VERSE 2:
Whenever I'm around you
You get suspicious of my every move
And any time I see a friend
You think I'm tryna get on my groove
So now that I see you are
I know this fantasy's a farce.

CHORUS

BRIDGE:
Understand, understand.... x4
Boy now that I've seen who you are
You'll know my love is really far...

CHORUS (Til fade)